|the world...what a crazy place were living in
have you ever stopped to think about the world were living in? it is completely mad. life is engulfed by pain, agony, death, mourning and love and happiness are mixed in too...but it always seems as if they are in smaller amounts. have you ever stopped to think about the future? what will happen to each and every one of our tortured souls? have you ever stopped to think...maybe just maybe the world will come to a crashing end one of these days? well, i myself have...and it leads me to think even more with my abused lost mind. 28:6:42:12. Current Mood: thoughtful
living is normal for some, but in my opinion life is just a giant waiting room. and when we die we actually really start to live our lives...our afterlives. Current Mood: contemplative
|procrastination of my destination
i was driving today...and i saw a boy, i saw in his eyes he hates the world, maybe even as much as me. i wanted to knock open his head and find out all about him. he intrigues me. i must know who he is, for my life depends on his every moment. i will know all about him. Current Mood: interested
something actually good happen, for once in my meaningless life. my novel is complete. it is about a boy is is put upon. his mom is cold and selfish, and his father wants him to play football. other people didn't get him, especially girls. soon the boy came to believe that no one could ever get him. so he starts to act out, drinking and taking drugs, in the end he kills himself by jumping off of a bridge. its truly a masterpiece.
today is like any other day, i want to die. theres no use for me anymore. my misery and sadness has overcome me but there might be a ray of hope - the end is near and i wont have to hurt anymore. i started writing a new novel. i will tell you about it when i finish. Current Mood: depressed